“She was in my room around five,” I said. “I was doing the proofs on the floor. She picked up my knapsack by the strap and said it was in the way of the closet door. She moved it out into the hall.”
“Did you see her open it?”
“No. But when I came down for dinner, the bag was sitting on the radiator by the back door. The small front zipper was open. I always keep that one closed because the pull-tab is broken and my pencils fall out.”
Daniels wrote something down. The pencil moved quickly, without hesitation.
“And then?”
“And then Dad came in from the garage. Karen was standing by the stove. She was crying. She had this little amber bottle on the counter—the kind with the white cap that pushes down. She told Dad she found it in the front pouch of my bag while she was picking up my laundry. She said it was Eleanor’s old medicine. She said I had been hoarding it under my mattress.”
“Was it your mother’s medicine?”
A single tear, cold and thin, tracked down through the dried scrape on my cheek.
“My mother’s medicine was thrown away two years ago,” I said. “Dad and I did it together. We took all the brown bottles from the bathroom cabinet and dumped them into a coffee can with cat litter and put them in the trash on the morning of her funeral. He held the bag. I held the can.”
Daniels stopped writing.
He looked at me over the top of his notebook for five long seconds. Then he reached out, picked up his cup of tea, took a sip, and set it back down precisely in the ring it had made on the paper napkin.
“Your father told me something similar last night,” Daniels said quietly. “He said he remembered doing that. But he couldn’t remember why there would still be a bottle of Eleanor’s hydromorphone in the linen closet behind the winter blankets.”
My heart made a slow, hard thump against the monitor leads on my ribs. “The linen closet?”
“We executed a consent search of the premises at three this morning, Maya,” Daniels said, his voice dropping into that calm, neutral tone that gave away nothing. “Trooper Miller and I went back to High Ridge Lane with your father. Your stepmother was very cooperative. She showed us where she found the bottle. She showed us the knapsack’s front pocket.”
“And?”
“And the bottle she handed your father at six o’clock had a pharmacy label from 2022. Dr. Lindstrom’s office in Burlington. Eleanor Miller’s name on the front.” Daniels tapped the pencil against his chin. “The problem is, the front pocket of that blue Eastpak had two inches of rainwater in it when the highway crew found you on Route 9. The zipper was torn. The paper inside was pulp. But the label on the bottle Karen gave your father was dry. Bone dry. Not a water mark on the adhesive. Not a single grain of dirt from the ditch.”
He leaned forward, resting his forearms on the metal bed rail.
“A person who finds something in a teenager’s bag usually leaves it where it is, or they bring the bag with them,” Daniels said. “They don’t go into the spare linen closet on the second floor, pull an old bottle out from behind the extra wool blankets where it’s been tucked for twenty-six months, and then claim it came out of an algebraic geometry folder.”
The door to the room creaked open an inch.
Paul stood in the opening.
He hadn’t shaved. The gray stubble on his cheeks made him look seventy years old. He had changed his shirt—someone had brought him a sweatshirt from the lost-and-found in the hospital basement—and it was two sizes too large, hanging loose around his neck.
Daniels stood up. He didn’t look at Paul with anger; he looked at him with the cold curiosity of a man examining an engine that had seized from a total lack of oil.
“Ten minutes, Mr. Miller,” Daniels said as he passed him in the doorway. “Then the intake worker from the state is coming up.”
Paul did not sit in the chair Daniels had vacated.
He walked to the far side of the bed, near the IV pole, and stood with his hands hanging at his sides, as if he didn’t know what to do with his arms when they weren’t crossed over his chest or holding a steering wheel.
“The police took her car,” he said. His voice was thin, like paper that had been left out in the sun until it cracked.
I looked at him.
“Karen,” he said, clearing his throat. “She… she had two suitcases packed in the trunk of the Audi when they went back this morning. She said she was going to stay at her sister’s in Manchester until this blew over. She told Daniels that I had threatened her.”
He gave a dry, wretched little shake of his head.
“She had Eleanor’s jewelry box in her vanity,” he whispered. “The silver one with the engraved forget-me-nots. The one your mother left for your sixteenth birthday. She told me last winter that you must have sold it for cash. She told me that’s why you wouldn’t look at her during Christmas.”
The monitor beside my bed gave a rhythmic, double chirp.
“You believed her,” I said.
The three words did not hit him like an accusation; they hit him like a weight dropped from a great height into deep water. His knees seemed to give way slightly; he caught the edge of the rolling meal tray to steady himself, the plastic wheels rattling against the baseboard.
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