“Sir?” Daniels’ voice cut through the receiver again, hard and rhythmic. “Why was a fifteen-year-old girl four miles from her home in an October sleet storm without an overcoat, without a cellular phone, and without identification?”

“I…” Paul’s tongue felt thick, like dried hide. “She had drugs. Karen found the pills in her things. We were… I was trying to make her understand that she couldn’t stay here if she was going to bring that into the house. I told her she needed to think about what she was throwing away.”

A long, terrible pause hung on the line. Across the miles of wet wire, Paul could hear the coarse scrape of the trooper’s pen against a clipboard, the sound deliberate and slow.

“She was found unconscious, Mr. Miller,” Daniels said again, not emphasizing the words, merely letting them drop like iron weights onto the counter between them. “The emergency room team is waiting. You need to be there.”

The line went dead.

Paul stood up so violently his barstool tipped backward, its wooden rung striking the slate tiles with a crack that sounded like a rifle shot.

Karen was around the counter before he could reach his jacket. Her fingers caught his forearm, light and cool, her voice dropping into that soothing, melodic register she used whenever the world threatened to become messy.

“Paul. Listen to me. Breathe for a second. We’ll take the Jeep. I’ll drive. We need to be aligned on this before we speak to the doctors. If she’s taken something from her supply—if she had something in her system before she walked out—they’re going to look at the family first. We need to make sure they know about her history, about the things we found in the basement—”

Paul looked down at her fingers on his sleeve.

For fourteen months, those hands had smoothed his shirts, had handed him his morning coffee, had pointed out the dust on Eleanor’s old photo frames, had gently moved his life out of the past and into her neat, predictable present.

“What did you find in her backpack?” he asked.

Karen blinked, her grip slackening by a fraction. “What?”

“Tonight,” Paul said. The room seemed entirely silent now, the storm outside merely a distant percussion against the glass. “Before dinner. When you came downstairs with that plastic vial and set it on the sink. You told me you found it in her school bag while you were looking for her permission slip.”

“Yes,” Karen said, her chin lifting slightly, her eyes hardening at the perimeter. “Of course I did. I showed you the labels. I showed you the—”

“What was in the bag, Karen?”

“Paul, this isn’t the time—”

“Stay here,” he said.

She stared at him, her mouth parting in genuine, unvarnished astonishment. “I’m your wife. I’m coming with you.”

“You are staying in this house,” Paul said. His voice was not loud. It was devoid of the rage he had spent two hours directing at his daughter. It was flat, gray, and completely empty. “If you leave this kitchen, I won’t be here when you get back.”

He didn’t wait for her to answer. He took his keys from the magnetic board by the door, walked out into the downpour without pulling his hood up, and slammed the heavy oak door behind him.

The ceiling of Trauma Bay 2 was constructed of perforated acoustic tiles, each tiny hole ringed with a faint shadow from the fluorescent tubes overhead.

I knew there were four tubes in the fixture directly above my head because I counted them three times before my eyes could focus on the plastic valve of the oxygen mask pressed over my nose. Every breath tasted of rubber and dry metal, cold at the back of my pharynx, followed by the sharp, rhythmic ache where an intravenous catheter had been driven into the back of my left wrist.

“Maya? Can you hear my voice, sweetheart?”

The voice was female, middle-aged, smelling faintly of coffee and hospital detergent. A pair of warm hands—real hands, not the burning, prickling fire that had haunted my fingers in the ditch—were pressing down on my shins, checking the pulse at my ankles.

“Don’t try to sit,” someone else said from the foot of the bed. A man with graying hair at his temples and a plastic face shield pushed up over his forehead leaned into my field of vision. “Your pressure is sixty over forty, Maya. You’ve had five liters of warm saline through the central line. Just keep your eyes on that light for me.”

I tried to swallow. My tongue felt like a piece of dry cedar.

“The… the bag,” I croaked into the rubber mask.

The nurse leaned down, her ear close to the plastic. “What’s that?”

“My bag,” I whispered. “The… the blue one. With the rabbit on the zipper.”

“We have it, honey,” she said, her voice dropping into that professional softness that nurses use when they don’t want a patient to see them looking at the monitors. “It’s in the lockers with the security desk. Everything you had is safe.”

The double doors of the trauma bay swung outward with a sharp pneumatic hiss.

A man in a navy-blue uniform with the gold braid of the State Police stood in the threshold, his campaign hat tucked under his arm, his water-resistant trousers dark with spray from the knee down. Behind him, held back by an orderly with a clipboard, was my father.

He looked as though someone had taken an eraser to his features.

The broad, certain face that had stood in the foyer two hours ago was gone, replaced by something slack, gray, and furrowed with deep lines that looked as if they had been cut with an adze into dried ash. His hair was plastered to his forehead by the storm, water still dripping from the tips of his earlobes onto the collar of his woolen coat. He didn’t come near the bed. He stopped five paces back, his knuckles white around his key ring, his chest heaving as if he had run the four miles himself.