That made me look at her. “The contractors you told me never touched these floorboards?”

The box could’ve always been like that.

Chloe’s mouth closed.

Nolan stared at her for another second. “Did you find the box?”

She said nothing.

“Chloe.”

Her eyes dropped to the floor. “Yes.”

“Then stop lying and tell him what you did.”

Did you find the box?

“The contractor flagged the board,” she whispered. “I pried it up. I only took one. The one addressed to you.”

“Why?”

Chloe looked around the room. “Because everything in this house was still hers. Her pictures. Her things. Her stories. Every time I did something differently, someone told me how Rosalind used to do it.”

Nolan’s face tightened. “You were competing with someone who was dead?”

Chloe shook her head. “You don’t understand. She was still everywhere. And then I found a letter with your name on it.”

Everything in this house was still hers.

I looked at her. “And one letter scared you that much?”

Her voice cracked. “I kept thinking she’d written something asking Nolan not to move on. Not to love anyone else. And I couldn’t bring myself to find out.”

“Where is it?” my son asked.

“In my nightstand.”

Nolan stared at her. “You never opened it?”

“No.” She wiped at her face. “I was too afraid of what it might say.”

I couldn’t bring myself to find out.

The silence that followed was worse than shouting.

Nolan held out his hand. “Get the letter.”

A few minutes later, Chloe returned with the sealed envelope.

Nolan turned it over once in his hands, then carefully broke the seal.

“’My love, this letter is for one of the hard days — the kind when you wish I were there to sit beside you and tell you what to do. Maybe the kids are teenagers and driving you crazy. Maybe work has fallen apart. Maybe you’re standing at some crossroads I can’t even imagine from here.’”

Nolan stopped.

“Get the letter.”

I touched his shoulder. “Take your time, honey.”

“‘Whatever it is, I need you to keep living. And if, somewhere along the way, you fall in love again, please let yourself. Let someone new braid Ivy’s hair and laugh at Theo’s terrible jokes.'”

Nolan wiped his cheek with the back of his hand and kept reading.

“‘Loving her won’t mean you loved me any less. I am giving you permission in ink so you cannot argue with me about it later.'”

A broken laugh escaped him through his tears.

“She knew me.”

“She did,” I said.

I need you to keep living.

“‘Thank you for the life. All of it. Every ordinary Tuesday.'”

Chloe sank onto the wine-stained rug and covered her mouth.

She had hidden that letter because she’d been terrified of what Rosalind might say.

Now she knew Rosalind had been giving her permission to belong all along.

Nolan folded the letter carefully. “You had this the whole time.”

Chloe looked up at him. “Nolan…”

Thank you for the life.

“Four years,” he said quietly. “I spent four years carrying guilt Rosalind had already tried to take from me.”

“I was scared.”

“So was I.” He looked at the torn envelope in his hand. “That didn’t give you the right to decide which of my wife’s last words I was allowed to hear.”

Chloe wiped at her face but said nothing.

Nolan looked toward Ivy and Theo, then back at her. “Go stay with Priya tonight.”

I spent four years carrying guilt.

Her face fell. “You want me to leave?”

“I want my kids to have one night in their own home where nobody makes them feel like they don’t belong here.”

Chloe flinched.

“We’ll talk tomorrow.”

She nodded.

“You want me to leave?”

I gathered the remaining letters and placed them back in the metal box.

Then I handed it to Nolan. “These are yours now. Middle school. First heartbreak. Graduation. Wedding day. When the time comes, you give them to the kids.”

Nolan took the box carefully. “I will.”

For four years, I’d thought protecting Nolan meant staying out of his life.

Now I knew better. Sometimes loving your family meant knowing when not to stay quiet.